As I leave you

Between stolen glances
I see your soul
Dancing my way
Behind your eyes,
A smile falters
Upon your lips,
Your touch hesitant
Stealing glances
Across my hip
Your expectations
Dim
Sharing your rejections
I feel your pains,
For a second,
Melting
Let your touch be gentle
Across my battered hips
May your kiss be tender
Caressing my bruised lips
Those probing fingers
Inside my derelict soul
I gladly give you my happiness
All the smiles I collected along the way
The laughter that rocked my body
Let the tears carry me forward
Our pains making bittersweet sounds
My carriage awaits
Don’t delay my journey
Fearing the worst
I’ll take your pains with me
Your sadness
All of your tears
I pass you heavy
Pregnant on our sorrows
Do you see me leave you
I wonder
Do you see me wave goodbye
Smelling your hair as I float away
Do you see me in deaths hands
Submitting my will
Knowing I left you pure
Rejoicing with our joint happiness
Your last few seconds with me
Pure ecstasy
My last glance at you
Full of sweet
Tender pain.