To my dear unborn sun

It's almost two years ago
that a little life started to grow
and he was supposed to be
so beautiful, special and free
Till today, I dont know what happened
or how I could let you go
but I will always love you, 
a fact I am sure you truly know
God gave me a taste 
of greater things to come, 
but sometimes I just wish, 
that I could take you with me little one. 
I do miss you everyday,
although I know that you are safe
The Lord made other plans for you
so I am trying to be brave.
It's been two years since I've lost you
and I've mourned for you every day...
As I see your face around me, 
and your smile in every word I pray
I know that you were never meant 
to spend time here on earth
and I know that there in God's big hand
you'll get everything that you deserve. 
I just want to say that I miss you 
and that I love you with my heart and soul...
and someday we will be together, 
when for me God gives the call. 

But until then I have to go
with courage every day
for you live here inside my heart, 
and there you'll always stay.