Miscellaneous feelings

Isn’t it amazing that a stranger will put 
A wide smile on my face,
That I’ll take a woman I never knew to be my wife
Live happily with her for all my life
Isn’t it amazing that a woman of ten years,
Will drop me for her childhood boyfriend from jail
Or cheat on me with a taxi man
Tell me, isn’t it amazing that I will cry for her
After trusting wholeheartedly
Seeing people suffer is like seeing Catholics at praise
The feeling of fear and blur predictions at ease
Am I to change my identity like Pastor Mase?
This amazing life I’m living which to me is a piano
Every note I play is an action for you to judge
And with this I don’t need to justify anything
When out of tune you turn away, this life, my piano
The world awaits for my potential that my opposition 
Suppresses because of my color or my religion
This isn’t any gender equality shit 
I was born in the streets where hunger is a uniform
Where children are grown to rob, taught to hold a pipe
Where women are objects for entertainment or stress balls
Where sex is trade and conscious a slave
My place of birth is a home to a million
Who like me have lost identification and dream no more
Sexually frustrated to cultural influenza, religion in bins
Bins where we obtained our first meal this morning
Fuck it I’m not going to stop till I clear my conscience
This amazing life I’m living, this amazing threat
Kids losing their virginity at three months
Because of our confused sex stained miserable minds
Boys violated behind closed temple doors by ‘holy priests”
Women suffering our abuse of alcohol
The fist of a lion in her poverty paled face
Is this some other meaning of love, care or bullshit?
this is part one, the best is yet to come...