I Cry

I cry in secret,
silent sobs  shake me. 
Tears roll quietly and fall   wasted around me.
Leaving a taste of disdain from showing weakness.
I resent what you have made me become.
You can beat me damage me with you words and hands.
Ill never expose the impact of you crushing  me.
repeatedly.
I cry in secret quiet sobs shake me.
You will never have the satisfaction of seeing me cry.
Or the realization of how badly you have  broken  me into pieces.