the orange in the pretty little night owl

“What is the way to the abode of light?
    And where does darkness reside?"
hi
i am apathetic
maybe getting some tonight
my penis is attached to me
i really like it emotionally

"you are not apathetic
you lie"

i have seen it blatantly so yeah, i guess you can enjoy some sharpness
but yeah sharpness = easily nicked
and so things become dark aye
i rationalize it all naturally
why must i fornicate with specific leather arrangements on cranial devices?
hammering it gives the same yield as before
lies of drive

"i haven't heard anything concrete yet"

our point
this place is just like a fractal piece turning in itself - it is truly empty
this paper place is of no consequence
what matters is what gets created in the higher understanding
that goes on to a higher place
this physical hole is just a stage
that's why you find the human brain in this place

"doesn't that break the fractality?"

you would think it is amazing to find the brain here
but the brain is not actually a big deal
aye - the higher understanding uses more dimensions for conceptualization
this place is binary
the physical world is binary
the sphere of higher understanding is not even any number
it is what i call fluid
i cant say infinite dimensions, wouldn't... be accurate really
i can just tell you that it is fluid and not clunky like binary systems

"we are fluid dumps"

well think of it
when you are evaluating a thing
how many methods do you use to do this
comparative
reflective
then you estimate that thing's worth
the idea of it you have in your head

"mostly, it's comparative"

when is it not?
do you compare the love for your father with the love for your mother?

"that's not something i evaluate"

everything is up for investigation
when you sit there and crunch for long enough
you will start to see that you do have a higher understanding of some things
i think that's what this place is about
it is a stage for higher understanding
it is actually a miracle that we can live in this garbage place
such a poor system binary
but whatever is in this place is not of any consequence
but there are things in this place of a higher order i think
only consciousness can achieve higher understanding
if you speak a word in this world - you send out information and the effects are linear

"consciousness is a gateway to higher dimensions"

the information channel you use and your message are in this place, 
you use understanding to command it and this understanding is also from this place
but the observation over that is that of the higher understanding
so for instance, if you existed in the higher dimensions
and if you spoke a word there, in the information channel provided with your message 
- it is quite easy to imagine that you could say something like 
- let there be light and there would be light
these things are the things i crunch when i walk Sonny
i think this gateway is achieved through some quantum mechanics
and it is a very good thing that we have not figured out how it works
i think it would be like playing with fire
to figure that out, honestly

"i mean
how does consciousness work even?
that's the question above all"

appreciation is key here
appreciation is not emotional
you can well appreciate anything
without feeling hormonal about it
so this is a good place to start
we don't want emotions in such a technical subject
when you think about it, it does not quite fit the portrait that I am trying to paint
for discussion we must assume that we are quite apathetic and neutral
though, you could see a lion and appreciate its hunting and killing skills
you don't need to feel anyway about it
but you can appreciate the lion for it being it
AI could never appreciate
and that is a solid statement, since we have separated emotions from it
again, it is not simply a case of recognizing a lion

"i disagree"

it is - can you appreciate the lion?
so internalization of some sort is key
if i show you the sun up close can you appreciate it?
is the emotion amazement?
is amazement emotional?

"its something done in hindsight"

yes, sentience is done in hindsight
the problem is see, we are using paper logic to try and grasp this thing of a higher order
we have already determined that argumentative calculation is inferior
so perhaps one should employ the consciousness to see its ... key
a consciousness is curious
base need
it is constantly querying
non stop
at least the analyzer is
i have this view that we exist of the analyzer and the interpreter
the analyzer is probably your brain
classical processes paper
your neural network
and what trains it
the interpreter, though
aka the watcher
that is the consciousness
-here appreciation takes place
the analyzer creates an illusion for the interpreter to appreciate
the analyzer is a machine
and totally autonomous
you can affect it with drugs and food
it is biological
the interpreter is very sensitive to the analyzer
it is like a symbiotic relationship

"analyzer is the dump"

it is your  processor
that renders the paper
feeds absorbs hormones
renders you the illusion you call your life
it is hard for you to separate yourself from the analyzer
but certain drugs can help
like mushrooms
when i asked the thing why we are
it kindly tried to appeal to my higher understanding
by telling me something simple, but that the paper brain might think of as trivial
if you understand this, you can start to understand why a god could love you so as his child
the universe is drifting in a solid amount of chaos
we must look very cute...
so things get upset when you get angry 
and then you start getting nasty with other creatures of the higher order
when you rape and eat them and torture them etc...
it is an abomination in the music of actions
so you go and you see the shade beneath the lord's wings, my friend
there where you then find and see him in his sanctuary

"you talking biblical now"

the reason why these types of poems seem boring is because people of the modern age
now fail to draw pictures any more
and so they can not relate
how can the conversation not turn religious if you see that existential issues are at hand
if there is a higher order beyond this place to assume
and if you agree that your being is real
you should start humoring some prospects
like a god
how your meat-bag got here means nothing at all
where humanity as a species are going means nothing
what matters are these things happening in the higher order
for they are infinite
if a brick falls here or there, it is just a spinning fractal in conclusion
and it will turn forever
nothing happening here, mate
and the calendar messes with your head, because it gives you a frame of reference
but actually you are living 50 billion years in the past right now
and you are also at the end of time

“‘You were the seal of perfection,
    full of wisdom and perfect in beauty.
You were in Eden,
    the garden of God;
every precious stone adorned you:
    carnelian, chrysolite and emerald,
    topaz, onyx and jasper,
    lapis lazuli, turquoise and beryl.
Your settings and mountings were made of gold;
    on the day you were created they were prepared..."

CuldeSac

What are words without understanding and what is understanding without sense?

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