The Man I'm Not

* this piece I wrote in a sad state of mind when I just questioned all the male species actions & motives & this is what came out*
The Man I am
is covered in
the Blood of Christ
whether it's Truth
or Myth 
I'm habourin'ambitions
to walk in His shoes
for true salvation only
comes from findin'peace
within my very own skin    (peaceful frame of mind)
The Man I'm not
loves to molest & rape
enjoyin'the thrill
pedifile thoughts bring
whenever he spots innocent joy
or a short skirt
I! Get! SO! MAD!
I! WANT! TO! CUT! OFF! 
HIS! DICK! & 
STEP! ON! HIS! BALLS! &
FEED! THE! REST OF YOU!
TO! THE! DOGS!              (ANGER BUILDIN'UP)
The Man I'm Not
abuses family, friends
& himself, MUTHAFUCKER!
YOU! KICKIN'! DIRT! AT! OUR!
POST! STRUGGLE! EXISTANCE!
MAY! YOU! BURN! IN! HELL!
for drowin' hopes, dreams &
morals in the sweet nectar of
a Black Label bottle        (Tryin' to compose myself)
The Man I'm Not
hates while livin'in
prejudice & judges others
by the history coded in
the pigmentation of 
their skin colour,FUCKIN'!
COLOUR! JUDGIN'! PRICKS!
MAY! YOU! DIE! SUCKIN'!
ON! YOUR! OWN! DICKS! (ANGER HOTTIN' UP UNDER THE COLLER)
The Man I'm Not
blames his problems on
the short comin's of
the government while
waistin'away on the backside
of their wrong ends, lickin'
imaginary wounds brought about
by pessimistic believes & ideals
YOU! HOPELESS! CUNT!
GET! OFF! YOUR! ASS! &
FIND! A! JOB!        (ANGER REACHIN' BOILIN' POINT)
The Man I'm Not
exploits the poor
sellin' them alcohol
& drugs, claimin' there's
no God, but worships Satan
in action & unspoken words
exposin' the cancerous under belly
of this dyin'system of thin's
ALL! YOU! CURRUPT! WORLD! ORDERS!
GOD'S! BEEN! UNTO! YOU! SINCE!
DAY! ONE! YOUR! TIMES! SOON
TO! COME!            (BY NOW FOAMIN'AT THE MOUTH)
The Man I AM
IS FILLED WITH PASSION
& LOVE, WHO'D RATHER
MASTURBATE, CHARM OR
PAY FOR SEX THEN RAPE
I'D RATHER EXTEND A LOVIN'HAND
THEN RAISE A FIST IN ANY
FORM OF ANGER & with the WORD
from the "GREAT BOOK" as my guide
I can't go wrong
The Man I AM
LIVES, BREATHES & EATS
HOPE AND OPPERTUNITY FOR ALL!!!.... 
(PHEW TAKIN'A DEEP BREATH)