beauty queen smile

She walks into the cold dark bathroom. 
With tears running down her soft skin 
The light reflecting off them 
like the bright sun on a warm summer day
Everything around her is silent 
and with the blade running over her skin 
she forgets
all the mental pain she had to endure 
She puts a wet cloth
over the warm blood racing down her arm
Hiding from her true feelings 
She walks out of the bathroom 
with a fake beauty queen smile
She doest know
her problems will become a huge monster 
that she will have to face eventually 
until then she will face her problems with 
old scars, new blood and beauty queen smiles.