Hundred days drowning

So many days gone by so many faces,
So what did you want from me.
Everything that I wish I could.
All the times you said you care for me.
Now feels so unreal as if it never did.
Where did this feeling go?
The dreams still haunt me.
Same way they always do.
Even though I’m   tired,
I can still remember you.
All the times you said you care for me.
Now it feels so unreal as if it never did.
Where did this feeling go?
One hundred days drowning in my tears.
One hundred lost memories sleeping in my head.
Remembering all the things you said.
Still holding on after all those years.