Delirious

I am one step removed
from loving you completely,
two steps behind
from wanting you for all time
there are days I want to
stop.
and run back to a calmer place
when life was simple
peaceful,
quiet
tranquil.
less involved
not as complicated 
as it seems to be now
meet me there
and we'll spend our days 
consumed,
with everything that has to do
with me and you
only.
no one else
as no one else matters,
the way it should be
glorious ecstasy...