Found

Where do we come from?
Why does our blood pump? 
When will our end come? 
Is there any point to this or should I stay numb?
Fuck it, get out of my head and girl just make me cum.
Smoke until I lose a lung 
Shrooms until I'm throwing up
I'm on the edge I might just jump 
No time to ask more than once
I need help before I give up
Am I just meat, just a lump?
Or a divine one from up above?
I tried to stop thinking but I fucked up
Did I really hear that or am I too fucked up
Dropped out the day i turned 16, they swore I'd be a fuck up 
Now they all want to go up 
I gave myself, lost my health, and came back with no help
I only ever had myself
Never wanted fame or wealth 
Just wanted a baddie to make me melt
Just for once I want to be heard and felt
Might as well forget about my mental health
Swear most these fuckers would sell their soul for Gucci 
For fabric, material, they'd give up the kuchi
Don't know why you think it's sexy to be bougie
Come elevate your mental state, aka let's get groovy 
Get your brain feeling more blended than a smoothie
Let go 
It's ok, you've been here before
Before all the blood and gore
We all feel it in our core 
We all have a purpose just endure 
Come find yourself and listen from within
I took a leap of faith dose on a whim 
Found me, the real and true him
Now I can die at peace with a grin 
I know that may seem grim
But death is the answer and the cleaner of sin
So once again let go
You'll be here again 
Until we meet on the other side my friend

5/29/2019     11:24