A Date with Depression

No time to go out and play,
I have a date with depression today,
Her unannounced visits,
And overshadowing limits,
Will force you to see,
That today, I cannot be me.

I can give no reason,
Why the clouds have come,
But change is the season,
So out comes the rum.
Suppress the feelings,
'Cos its best to be numb,
Shall I do it this time?
Or not, 'cos of mum.