Mental health

My Slouched body day dreams and decides
Will today be the chance
Will it be my choice. 

It Started stealthy almost unnoticed 
This feeling to go, move, get up you got this.
But this spark of thought is all i notice. 

I will get up, I want to get up! Can I get up?
Oh but this spark of thought Is all i notice
It Stuns and Holds
It loathes and Isolates 
I'm alone. 

But i wonder
Will today be the chance
will it be my choice. 

Wanting to do this 
Wanting to do "it"
something, Anything
you can jump to it !
Oh but this spark of thought is all I notice. 

This day has gone 
Another unnoticed 
This spark of thought is all I notice 

Over this madness 
holding this hope
Tomorrow I wisper 
Will be my chance 
It Will be my choice . 

but this spark of thought 
Its all i notice 
It Holds and wispers 
Give into me Give up to me 

Never I wisper 
Tomorrow will be my chance 
Tomorrow be my choice.