I own no clan

I own no clan
I share no stories
I caused no fame
And yet blame nobody but myself 

I am no god
But village rat
A hermit in his cave
Just a nobody living his final days

But I do own Shame
Share trouble
Cause pain 
And yet blame myself

The agony 
To gain those wanted things
Are stairs for some 
And a wall for others 

While others climb
To claim their fortune 
I bang my head
Till I can’t bang anymore more.

I just wish for others 
To climb those painful stairs
And to claim their life’s work
Take the pain and cause no trouble

Only then will you own a clan
Share many stories
Cause much fame
And have no blame to give.