Acrostic - Frustration

Fearing the darkness that leads me into the
Realm of self doubt and
Utter hopelessness. Always
Striving to be what people expect not
Trusting to show who I really am.
Resorting to false smiles and
Acting as if everything will be fine.
Telling myself it has to get better and
Ignoring the small voices taunting me not
Only in my dreams but in a
Never ending cacophony that increases in volume.