Crying

I’m crying, 
I’m screaming so loud,
Hoping to hear a shout for help,
Or even a sound,
So I know it’s not just me in this loneliness, 
Why has my brain fallen into the abyss?

All I need is help ,
but what help can I get,
For this loud screaming voice in my head,
It enters my chest,
Making me cry a river of sadness,
my last normal breath becoming shaken with the choke holding thoughts which blur out the clouds,
why is everything screaming so loud?
in my head that’s where the demons are found, 
ripping at my skin leaving scars all around.

my lifeless body lays cold, 
all my life I’ve had nothing to hold,
nothing to call mine,
nothing to kiss under the pale moonlight,
everything is just a dream,
why is life so hard and so much more difficult than it seems?

as I lay cold and lifeless, 
my last little tear drips,
gliding over my cheek ,
drowning my poor little life with sadness,
even in death my soulless little body weeps.