265 days and counting.

I sit upon the window ledge watching the world drift by, I dont feel grounded, my head is floating upon my shoulders, Lost and alone without you here, The long distance phone calls arent the same, I get no comfort from hearing your voice anymore, Infact it frustrates me, Time has stood still since i last saw you. I count every second that goes by, Constantly watching the clock, Imagining holding you close to me, Nothing works, i feel like im going insane, Like the walls are closing in and i cant breathe, You have always been by my side, and now all i want to do is hide, hide away from the new life i have without you, 265 days and counting.....