#35

Modest, vindictively. Not knowing where wanting ends and needing begins. Indecisive, eternally. Craving. Hating that middle ground. Looking for stability. Hopeful resolution. There is none. Break it. Smash it. Hate it. Won't be sedated, too complicated a nature. Reaching for closure. Modest, vindictively. Not knowing where the love ends before the hate begins. Indecisive, eternally. Crawling. Blind to that middleground Obliviously seeking one's own self-gratification. That hopeless resolution There is none. Want it. Need it. FAKE it. Won't be sedated.