A Collection of 'love'

**Hey, here's a few quotes i took out of my diary about my thoughts of love and infatuation. I had a one hell of a crush on one boy in high school and these are from my diary entries from that period. Would you beleive, this crush was caused by just one quick glance to my left? Aren't some of life's bits and pieces amazing?** I'm completely Infatuated. Ultimately, I have no idea what I'm feeling. This is unique, this is weird, this is complex, this may be unforgettable. I get tears in my eyes sometimes when I think of losing him - but I really never had him. God may be out of his mind - he wouldn't make it like this - he wouldn't do this to me. (I fancy another boy) But no, I haven't forgotten (him). He made such an impact on me, there's still not a day that goes by I don't think about him. Man, I couls turn our story into a romance novel even though we never spoke to eachother. It makes you feel alive - so that you feel like you never were... It's like being dead except this one, incredible feeling... You feel so powerful, but at the same time so helpless - like you can't possibly live with or without this... It's like going crazy in a matter of seconds.