A fool for still loving you

You broke my heart into a million pieces And scattered it all over the floor You damaged it; when you walked out the door Yet I’m craving for you more You have crushed my soul like ice And did not stop to think twice I feel like a fool for still loving you After all you have put me through And ignoring the horrifying things you would do You did not show any remorse At times, I thought you would take my life And make me a corpse My heart is fighting to be whole again It’s hard mending it back together; and I cant pretend I want this agony to completely end You have turned my life upside down And all I could think of is having you around A part of me died when you vanished that day And didn’t look my way You kept on going with out a word to say You should have just put a gun to my head And left me dead Because that’s how cold and terrifying You had me feeling I wish; I could stop loving you But my heart don’t want me to It’s like you’re a drug I must have constantly I don’t know why when you hurt me so badly You pumped my body up with fear and made me scared You were my worse nightmare So why my heart refuses to stop loving you? It’s not like you have the same love for me too That’s why I’m finally ready to let you go and find somebody new.