A Haunting

I'm only in love with girls I can no longer have Girls I've connected with Made love to Caressed Even through attachment I struggled to feel love Until the fire died Only a ghost remained The kind of ghost that haunt much longer At unexpected moments in life The memory of affection The guilt of belonging to someone So much more beautiful Than any part of my being ever could be If my lips could comprehend Any of the many words I have spoken They'd seal themselves shut If my eyes could really see The damage they inflict They'd look away for good Not just every time I look in the mirror Pothetic 12/8/11