A losing battle?

Time's going by much too fast I'm yelling wait for me I don't want to be last Will time slow down just for me No, time doesn't hear my plea I'm watching my memories fly on by I don't want to forget or have to try I feel trapped inside my own skin Like all I ever do is sin Somebody help me, I need to get out No one hears though I scream and shout I want to let go, I want to give in Because no matter what I do I cannot win No one will listen, the world has no ears I am smothered by too many fears I'm fighting a losing battle against myself Which side of me shouldI put on the shelf The one side's saying all you do is wrong But the other side's yelling you are strong I can't handle all these emotions, they come too fast Some from the future, others from the past The angel inside's screaming you're not dead She's trying to push these thoughts out of my head If she tries a bit harder she may succed For she knows exactly what I need My battle is over, I'm finally free Ican now stay as a single me!