A Man's Questionable Happiness

Written By Glenn McCrary™, Julio, Joey, Kristen and Leslie As I sit in my room Listening to the blues All I can do Is think of you But still I am trying To grasp the meaning of it all Because you saw I was a man Standing tall And when you disappeared I didn't think that I would fall But now I am laying here mentally paralyzed And battered up Unfortunately until someone comes to my aid I am stuck On the fact that you Put me through so much agony How could you Just up and abandon me? I swear that you have The arrogant attitude of a celebrity For your cold and heartless words Have diminished my integrity Girl you make me Want to commit a felony Because I am So confused And I haven't even the slightest clue Of what to do You left my heart hanging By a single thread And it still dangles From within my chest As I lay awake Mentally dying in my bed And just the thought of a possible reincarnation Of our relationship I completely dread Because when I needed resuscitation You left me for dead How could you Be so selfish? To make me Pay hell for this I have never seen someone So blunt and so bliss Well guess what? You can go to hell bitch! It's funny Because I love you And your love Is what I am attracted to But yet I am mad at you At the same time We both continue to blame each other But is there even a reason why? I always look up And I search the sky For why I am perceived To be such a nice guy What were you thinking? What did I do? Why did you leave me For someone new? You said that you never planned this But I didn't believe it You said those three words But they didn't hit There has to be something That I did Yet you won't tell me What it is Because you are Always so busy Speaking in difficult riddles And trying to make me dizzy You constantly want To play games with my mind Sorry but unfortunately for you I will never be able to get over it in time It does not matter Who is wrong or right Because at the end of the day you are the reason Why I stay awake at night You set me free Spread your wings and took flight But this is not what I asked for This is not what I expected in life But everybody is meant to have ups and downs So we just have to take them and strive Because despite all of the obstacles I got to stand strong And somewhere in this world I have to find where I belong But nobody said it would be easy As I slowly walk along This lonely and dangerous road Regardless I still have to move on So tell me what it is That was wrong Tell me why I can't stay strong Tell me Before we fade away Tell me why I think of you Night and day Tell me why Before I go away By Glenn McCrary © 2009 Glenn McCrary (All rights reserved)