A road unknown

I've done some soul searching.... didn't find you there? Wondering how far things have to go, before the realisation finally hits home. The agonising waiting, for things to come, knowing with you it won't be a good one. There's that terrible mean streak.... that dilapidated feeling of unworthiness, disrespect and trust. A one tunnel vision to a road we've walked before. A road that leads to disillusionment, pain and shame! No blame, no pointy fingers, just the truth....that's all that remains. One that will come back to haunt us on those dark and lonely days.