A Vicious Cycle

First write in a long time. I wanted more out of it But im too tiered and dont want it to be a complete waste Very bad structure bare with me and just read its flow. Note this piece is extremely rough practically incomplete ...still critiques are very welcome thanks A tear in my entire self A tone condones my lonley state Try adjusting moods with music Proving useless I cant do this Fixing my creations to their origins;infatuation A leisure list of discrimination against themselvs Empowering its projection of inner self rejection Perpetual Perplexing