Afraid to Fall - January 1999

so confused and so unsure of what it is I'm feeling scared to fall in love again not knowing what is real thinking of the reasons why things would not work out nit-picking all your qualities I'm falling there's no doubt try so hard to make it fall but not in love, apart make you hate me and regret the day you opened your heart want to share my feelings too scared of what I'll find so I keep pushing you away then can't get you off my mind maybe it's a game I play maybe it's not that at all maybe there's an emotional twist maybe I'm afraid to fall