After effects

After affects Wake up with the thought of you, Would this feeling ever go away? Sometimes I don’t think it is real, but it is true? I’m waiting for the memories to fade, This thought of us and what used to be is killing me Questions, questions, keep crossing my mind The answers of what I’ll never know So, why should I keep asking these questions? When I could be moving on It’s driving me insane This wait has no end The wait to try and forget you The wait to be free I feel helpless A helpless feeling to a strong woman is like the sun without the moon Yet I stand my ground I live my will and look the world head on I unleash a power My weapon to the world My strength within