agony remains

what do you think hurts deeper? words written and seen unbeknownst or something shared about, was this by fortuity on an otherwise normal day, sneers bashed beyond those boundary lines fought brave in battles past when we had everything to lose, meaningless now when tossed around with careless breath... where did real honor go deep respect borne of desperate days when survival sure meant everything, love stood firm and held on tight victorious we were and so I thought, remained until that fateful day traveling along in happenstance I gazed upon that something said, how it rips my heart with this slow bleed, now, it changes everything...