Alien

God keeps trying to bring me closer I keep trying to run away Maybe it’s because the trauma in my brain Every step I take all I hear is pain Maybe it’s time to let go of all this weight Looking in the mirror Telling myself you know you can’t escape I really hope this isn’t my fate God says keep waiting I don’t have the patience I want to run And punch a mirror Maybe because in them I always see my fear And the monsters behind me Yelling in my ear I reach in my jar but run out of cares I’m an empty vessel Sitting in the dark Alone Everything is disappearing On earth, I have no home I’m an alien This is all because I surrendered to the creator I know next chapter will be brighter