All the things she said

Inspired by "All the things she said" and "Stars" By T.A.T.U. She slid into my life like the wound to my pain a way of manifesting the poison when I played her every game wept in the nightslammed my palms against the memory of her face knowing, remembering the things I thought were "ours" were special, our nightly meeting place I fantasised about her kissing me in the thundering rain kissing me loving me possessing me time and time again I will walk along in Prague the city we would have gone to talking to my ghosts believingone daythe grief will be over, the suffering too all I endured for hopelesslyloving you Soon it will be time to go my love, and I know with the gravest of clarity before next moon I'll have to stop calling you that, whatyou never had with me we were lovers who never touched, and enemies who never said it forsaking all the others, who wisely not only wrote the book but read it I listened not, because I was sure this was just your darkened way of wooing last words of those who dont seewhatthey'll cause by what they'redoing whatever tragedies intend when someone is neither a lover nor a friend when it's an eternal end... don't love me.