All Too Much

another one about the ex boyfriend..i'm seeing him in 5 days :/ extremely nervous i notice most of my best poems are about him hahah funny. every time I hear your name frigin chills run up my spine thinking of nights when it rained in my room, starting at nine you took the hope from my hand smashed to pieces, entirely broken like a rock crumbling in the sand gone for eternity, forever stolen. the good I saw in your coffee eyes oozes out when I hear your words evolving into bleeding, devilish lies the scars you made should'nt have occured a disguised angel tore my heart clawed it open, violently ripping our eyes meet, yet so far apart one last breath, now tragically slipping as i lay here peacefully still he gazes down for one last touch his perfection, I could never kill yet sadly it was all too much....