Alone

Why does life hurt so freaking bad? Sometimes im happy but mostly im sad. My mom is gone, she was never there. Iwonder if god ever herd my prayer. When all i did was cry all night when my dad went into the light. I hated that night with all that pain. My body was numb, like i was lame. Now im here in the world alone Its kind of like being in the twilight zone. I want someone to love and care but o well right it was never there.