Alone - September 1999

Here I sit unhappily providing my own company thinking of the empty days and why it had to be this way I am confused, no one can tell on the outside I can hide it well the pain within is too much to face I'm crying and my hearts embraced Within my own love, alone meeting true love I do postpone I can't answer why, I do not know I long to be loved more than you show Love can hurt, it's a game of trust a fragile heart will easily bust I speak of my own, it's happened before but I can't stand to be alone anymore So much love to give, but still alone nothing to do but wait for the phone if it were to ring, what would I say nothing, don't answer, hope it goes away As you can see, I am quite confused this game called love...I am not amused I'm afraid of the pain that comes with love it can tear you up inside because Of the pain that you feel when it's over not the luck of a rare four leaf clover who could be that lucky you see? being alone, the lucky one is me!