always and forever

I remember you told me all would be well, trust you and wait you would be well worth it... I'm thinking here you lied, more words from another who never meant to stay never really cared, not really ... I believed in the dream of you and me, us. what a joke! I'm laughing at my own frail stupidity thinking there was substance to what I thought I heard the truth is it's up to me, it has always been this much I know swimming in delusion grasping for clues to something anything ... I know better than this always have, deep in my core yet, I ventured near listened with careful ears maybe, just maybe you had the truth and maybe, just maybe I wasn't alone as I have always been good for the long shot steady and true, you took that and ran with the rest of them the best of them, and while I sit here alone something I'm used to something I've grown accustomed to I knew from the beginning and should have strayed, on the sideline of caution my best feature something I'm known for my reality helping the others to achieve their dreams realize their objectives, forget about me I don't really matter never have...