Am I?

Some days I’m not quite sure who I am anymore… Am I the mother I never wanted to turn into? Am I a daughter who needs protecting? Am I a wife that needs guidance on the hard road we call marriage? Who am I anymore? I try so hard to be everyone’s friend So hard to be what people want, Not necessarily want I really am Who am I anymore? I feel so alone By myself all day with two children Its hard for me to control my patience Its hard for me to sleep at night Itshard for me to get things done during the day I analyze everything people say I feel like I have no family anymore Empty I feel empty I need time I need time to stop and let me be for a second, let me catch my breath Actually I need to stop and catch me Catchwho I was, who I am, who I will be Today looks gloomy I’m hoping tomorrow will be better