Am I blind?

am i blind or is it the dark i see? it seems as i'm wondering in the mist, am i changing for the good or am i a hipocrit? am proud for being rooted in my roots or am i barbaric it's psychotic? what am i? am i eastern western taken or am i south proud and loud? am i black or brown? am i king of this so called Africanearthso where's the crown ? infact where's the throne? am i real or am i a clone? am i houranable for praising my fore farthers or am i superstitiuos? does this make or kill us? am i truly blind or is it the dark truly within us? am i truly black? am i truly the me i am or am i under hypocrisy it slavery. am i exemplary by this english i speak in my vocabulary? do i really have amadlozi or is it nothing but a bunch of dead people who can't move or speak? do they really speak with God or is this all a myth? tell me what the truth is..... am i blind or is it the dark i see??