An unfinished letter (revised)

Inever dared to say it out loud I never letmyselfbecome upset Iwas determined nottothink about Things in thepast I only could regret And so instead I chose to keep on smiling I walked on ashes of old bridges burned I hid my pain behind the mask of trying To live my life appearing unconcerned I never dared to question if it's fair I hoped to Godthose memories wouldfade Of allthose times when you were never there Of all those times I feltunloved, betrayed ........ I’ve heard you’re sick. I’ve heard you’re old and lonely I’ve heard your life’s a wreck – oh yes, I’ve heard ButI can't help instead of feelingsorry To feel that you just got what you deserved