Philosophical

At Crossroads In Love 
 
Years of blissful innocence and play 
having passed by me; 
never before my heart, 
question my mind. 
Suddenly,I find myself in the crossroads 
The guilty being punished 
or the innocent being rewarded? 
Love; they say- 
Is pure and pleasant, 
the most beautiful feeling on earth. 
"lover boys" all around me 
urge me to take a dip too.. 
But do I want- 
my misty eyes;to make me blind? 
Do I want- 
my weak knees;to make me crawl where I should stand? 
I guess not; 
and I guess yes.. 
Love;must you be so creepy? 
But then I realize; 
contentment can never be as deep as loss... 
The possesiveness can never be powerful than the want... 
love;must surely reside in the valley between- 
lack and fulfillment. 
My journey;however directionless 
must proceed onwards.. 
And maybe someday, 
secrets so unfathomable,will 
reveal their colours 
And maybe someday, 
that day will never come..