Barbiturous Night

A night all to myself, A night to stop and think A dangerous unknown substance dissolving in my drink A night to think unclearly Of a girl among my class Thoughts mix through my mind As the drug swirls in my glass A night to vent my thoughts Of how she'd been abused Would've kept me here on Earth And kept the drugs unused One true confedant A friend who'd lend an ear Probably would have made Reality reappear But after consuming this drug, I'll make it a promise to you This drug's effects will drive me To do what I can't undo.