Be Alright

In my darkest hour of desperation Ifind my motivation Through self deprecation By picking myself apart Iwill be alright This time,I will be alright Ifind solace in the charity of my madness My sorrow, once listless now is manifesting it's munificence Icarry on with this ponderous freight Although my destiny replicates The yearning inside my heart Which drives me only so far UntilI learn to comprimise With my own demise My pain will notsubside Until I learn to hollow the anguishI feel Only then will my aching spirit begin to heal So that I may be reimbursed with blissby myfate For never once starting to contemplate Or renegotiate What was meant to be For it will be Even in spite of me (i had some trouble getting a good flow for this poem, need advice so i can revise and repost. thanx bunches!)