Been away too long

i’ve been gone to long feels like many summers like a pilgrim ,my journey still continues i have fallen like the leaves in autumn, my light and not darkness frightening me winter sent me shivering while travelling to other side of fear crossing the plains of terror and panic longing to arrive at the quiet place that knows no fear spring came and heart like flowers blooming , rose with hope the end so near yet so far watching my life like poetry in motion… summer is here and questions continue to slow down my journey registering reality in an abnormal way while struggling to find my center that was disconnected at birth and was lost as i entered childhood slowly i clear my throat…. as i prepare to sing & dance in the concert of spiritual & magical exchange the journey has only just begun