behind the lies in my mind

im sick not sick in my head but sick in my mind , i think of watching you die , not just die but bleed, not just by ripping your precious little heart right out of your chest and watching it beat and beat right behind your eyes, but by cutting every word in the book youbitched me out for all over your inocent body, by makeing these remarks to you, i would be put in a bloody hole for the rest of my hell of a life, in my mind behind the lies i watch you die....