Blindfold Night

I'm not so sure of this future I'm afraid to face. I slept on the couch to scared to sleep alone. The T.V. was on, volume set at a low pace. I left you alone, but I want you still. Different time circumstances.... Dreams of a new born child put on hold..... This is reality and I'm the escape goat that gets beat. I'm still scared, I don't like sleeping alone......