bored on a saturday

im just really bored sitting here, waiting for something to do. so here it goes....... i hate it when she asks me for poetry~ why? is my heart and love just not enough- she looks to me~ says a nice lovey one~ i roll my eyes~ and bite my tongue- so i leave her side~ slam the door~ and walk inside~ more like glide inside- im lifted on feelings that stray her mind~ come into contact with that devil inside- so if it's a love poem she wants~ it'll be a love poem she gets- so i think real hard~ grind the gears~ listening to songs that tickle my fears- so here it goes girl~ the love poem you want~ are you sure you want it?~ cause this may hurt- you can count your blessings~ count your cards- but when i leave~ the pain will be far and hard- your nothing like my past loves and pains~ they had my heart~ and you just plaied games- you love to yell~ and love to fight~ all that does is make you lonely at night- you love to hit~ and love to belittle me~ but you breaking me~ bitch you gotta be shitting me- im not weak~ my words are just brittle~ you make me all different colors like a poisoned bag of skittles- you love to believe i should be like your last~ so i should sell drugs?~ thats why hes in your past- would you like me to hit you~ would you like the abuse~ you didn't know~ im already a bomb~ you just ain't light the fuse- so im a sitting duck~ waiting to choose~ indian style~ in a circle~ like duck~ duck~ goose- all types of kiddie games~ you know them well~ my veins tighten inside~ and my forehead swells- pissed off and pissed on~ your dirty deeds~ im starting to figure out~ it's not you that i need- all i need is the air that i breath~ not the stale dead air thats found between your ears- but look at me for just a another second~ this is a sucker punch~ not a recollection- so don't gather your thoughts~ just gather your shit- pack your bags~ close your mouth- don't sit~ don't cry~ just take my poetry- cause unlike my heart and love~ this poetry is the only thing that was ment for you- GOODBYE.... LOL.... just trying to be nice...