Brain Matter

Expression, growth, brain matter splattered on paper a part of me, can’t ever let it go guts used as a whitewash for the canvas of my life. Bleeding, seeping experiencing, visceral and real no numbing effect got to breathe in the vibrancy of this world. Choking on exhaust of passersby who look through me never stopping to notice the girl that’s about to jump. Free falling memories like a movie play through my mind. Regret eats through me gnawing its way through my spleen the unseen disregarded menace of an unlived life.