Breaking out of the block (Time is healing)

This year like so many others. I write and I will not forget you. To him the one I adore even from afar. I still speak to you daily as I drive my car. I miss your laugh. I miss your hugs and your sarcasm. Pain that fills my head and my heart. I gave up writing when you passed. Now I'm just finally starting to see pass. I know that you were my number one fan. It's just so hard trying to move on. My heart broke the day The Lord took you home. It's taken me a long time to start to feel and move on. Now that I've finally felt like writing again. I know I will continue our dream and you may never know. I just might become that rock star. When I grow up I want to be GKY. That's all I want to be. (Much love brother) until we meet again. Love your little B.