By a Thread

I gave my heart and soul to you, You took it as your gain. You hung me with the rope I gave, But with you I lay no blame. I tried so hard to understand, Just what you couldn't see. I tried so hard to figure out, What was wrong with me. I wish that I could make you fall, the way that you've made me; But in the end its all the same, Alone is what I'll be. I want so bad to make you smile, in the end to have you see, but to have that chance I'll have to, Stay tied to this tree. I pray someday you'll let me go, Or take me in you're arms. I long for things to settle down, To find the missing charms. Summers coming fastly now, I can hardly wait. But in the end its all the same, So should this be my fate? I never wanted to be the girl, Who clung to what was fake. but now I see all the will, it has been to late. We've only grown apart you see, living for this, our lives, Our worlds are spinning fastly now, everything's seemed to have died. For you, I feel may say things, But hold me at arms langth. One day I'll be a memory, of one which you'll draw strangth. We're growing together, but only apart. We're finding different ways. We're growing together, but only apart, each and every day. I am scared to death to come undone, I am scared that I'ld lose you, But something deep inside me says, I already have lost you. Tell me what to do now, Words only go so far. I promised I would wait for you, Be is this all we are? Its not like we are serious, Even though it's real. Would you try and fight for me, If said I couldn't deal. Don't take this in the wrong way, I love my time with you. But I am going to speak quite candantly, I don't think it's for you. I fight for all that I can get, And all I wanted was you. How fastly we have seemed to forget, "what if I lost you."