Bye-Bye Pencil

I melt in the presence of your cosmos Yet gravity keeps on steering me back I cannot thrust into your atmosphere My hunger is strong, still some things I lack From the first day I saw you I wanted to really enter your soul To embrace your gentle styles To experience you’re inner ardent coal I want to open this chapter with you Still something is holding me back Receptivity is out of my reach, although I can feel it breathing behind my neck This is why I use a pencil just in case To erase these rigorous memories of mine I wish with you I could use a pen I just can’t as yet, if only I could get a sign I guess it’s the risk I ‘have to take Still, it’s a tough one I have to make After all there’s a lot at stake It’s a win or lose, a make or break It could rain with celestial happiness and joy It could rain with sadness and destroy Maybe I’m better off staying coy Maybe I’ll get broken like a toy A chance is what I’ll take I weighted in all my options I came with one conclusion Never again will I have to say, What if...