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it rumbles quietly from within, 
building till i burst my skin, 
if only i could just plain say, 
i like you more each night and day, 
my phone buzzes lightly, 
i jump to look, 
was it from her, 
my right hand shook. 
its from my gorgeous blonde haired friend 
she has something bright and fun to say, 
she allways does she makes me gay, 
but i dont deserve to see those eyes, 
so crystal blue so bright and high, 
bright and deep to my surprise, 
i see them every time i sleep, 
but i dont say, 
i will not tell, i dont want this all to go to hell, 
so i stay back keep my distance, 
just wanting this for longer istance, 
doomed and gifted both at the same, 
shes my friend shes my all 
and im just caged in the head...