Can't Pretend

Cant Pretend Im tired of friggen pretending that i dont love him anymore tired of this pain that im feeling truth is his name is what my heart beats for i know thats sounds lame and i know that this just shouldnt be but he's the only one that can open my soul..the only one who has they key thats how you know you love someone thats how you know that shiit is true i miss him like friggen crazy and i know that he missin me too. we cant be together cuz we have just hurt each other too much man ima gonna miss his laughter, his sexin... his convo but most importantly his touch whether i want to admit it or not.... man ol' dude was down for me yea we had issues but i never had to guess his love...he showed it so i could see this friggen thing we call life is so messed up how things turn out just want him to know out there.... what all my feelings were and make sure he knows what im about i wish him well in life and in his future relationships although its killin me that another will hold him and kiss his lips something that was supposed to be mine..for now and forever Dang!....i know i know....yall just gonna say that in time things'll get better Publication by OB [[lyrically correct]] copyright 2008