Chance

Smiling, pretending my heart isn’t shattered Bottling up my emotions only leads to more self-destruction My heart is still torn, abused, and battered Here I wait for your next instruction I didn’t mean the world to you at first I didn’t mean much at all, until you thought I was gone Now my self-confidence is at its worst Feeling like I am just one of your pawns Or more like a marionette doll Make me dance, make me sing Make love, make me fall Sound like a familiar ring? Tell me how to live with this broken heart Tell me how to get over the fact you screwed me over Tell me where to start Why shouldn’t I just give you the cold shoulder? Trying to walk tall when I want to run away Trying to act like this didn’t affect me as much as it did But I should have left at the end of that day Who am I trying to kid I can’t leave now, I promised another chance A chance to make it right Another chance for us to dance Another chance to end this brutal fight Another chance to be happy and together Another chance to make yourself feel better In my mind it is still raining regardless of the weather